I am tired of myself, and there’s a lot to that but I’m especially tired of the theoretical status of my lesbianism and how I let the fear of/desire for romance effect me so I’m gonna do something about it.

A) I’m giving myself until next Friday (just under two weeks) to find where I stand with the girl, and if she doesn’t like me/I don’t find out, the mooning is done and I move on

B) Assuming she doesn’t like me/I don’t find out, I’m gonna go to a bar and try something casual, because I’m not waiting FOR anything, I’m just waiting and I don’t WANT to anymore