lol @ myself because I’m stuck on a should I/shouldn’t I thing (not a serious one just something my brain is fixating on) and for a second I was like, how about I let music decide. whatever song comes on will tell me what to do

but then I was like. hey remember how that exact method of decision making led you to date a marine for a year in high school? maybe that’s not the best way

(in defense of high school me, he’d asked me out and “Just Say Yes” came on the radio, it seemed like a p unambiguous sign)