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I’m wearing a video game t shirt to be like look i am SUPER CASUAL so casual the MOST casual, everything i bring up today is just casual, just curiosity, no pressure, if it was of significance I obviously would not be wearing this shirt
(also wearing it because Link the time has come to test my courage)
wow I am terrible at this whole “wait and see if she’ll ask me out/what she does” thing
I’m feeling better all around (helps that I’m done dogsitting, being in my own space does wonders to relax me) and as far as the girl goes, the issue still needs to be addressed but in the meantime I’m actually incapable of not noticing how great most everything else about her is, so, I’m taking the optimistic road
Anyways I’m feeling a bit better about yesterday so here’s a more fun oh no that happened
I TOLD HER SHE’S PRETTY. CUE ALARM BELLS
I made a joke that she’s the smart one and I’m the funny one (which to some extent is true, I joke around a lot and she’s knowledgeable as all hell) and then I was like “You’re also the pretty one” and it’s hard to say how she took it because of course she tried to brush it off and my “Please, have you seen you?” lead to mirror & vampire jokes
So she may not have even took me serious but she also MIGHT HAVE TAKEN ME SERIOUSLY, BECAUSE I WAS SERIOUS
So since the girl is now working Sunday, we decided to hang out TOMORROW when I get off work, and since I start dogsitting tomorrow, we decided she’ll come see the dogs.
BUT I REALIZED ON THE WAY HOME THIS MEANS WE’LL BE IN A HOUSE ALONE TOGETHER FOR THE FIRST TIME.
I don’t think anything will happen, necessarily, but I’m acutely aware of the possibility*, especially since we’ve been interacting more since she’s gotten back and I have the sense that *if* she does like me (still an if! a very big if!) things might be moving quicker towards making that known and acting on it
*I don’t just mean physical stuff, privacy could lead to *talking* and I still wouldn’t say it’s likely but the stage is kind of set for it)
i’ve reached prime useless lesbian levels, i can’t do anything except hug pillows and smile
Rebloging because I’m even WORSE at the moment but have nothing to hug since I’m at work
She came by and talked to me for like an hourrrrrrr 💕💕
YOUR FAV REAL LIFE ROMCOM IS BACK ON SUNDAY AHHH
SUnday!!!
!!!!
she said yes I was so scared because I kind of went full cheese. she said she wished she could apply to jobs in person and I said that would be ideal and speaking of in person would she like to hang out soon because I would love to hear more about her adventures
AND THEN SHE WAS OFFLINE FOR A WHILE AND I NEARLY DIED
but then she came back and said yes WITH EXCLAMATION POINTS and I nearly died for the opposite reasons
i’m so excited! i’m going to see her!
She’s in
The same
Country as me
😀 😀
GUYS the girl is flying back today! I’ll probs message her tomorrow but I’m so NERVOUS. What if she’s forgotten about me? Or what if now that the trip is over, THINGS START HAPPENING?? What if they don’t??
Also whenever I first see her is gonna be almost overwhelming because my brain kind of… puts people I don’t see for a while into the abstract. Her being here and real is going to hit me stronger than usual because all the ways she’s wonderful seem almost unreal anyway.
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