Mourn Me- Beryl

She ran him through.

Traitor! yelled her armies. Liar! yelled her troops. Death to the false prince!

He looked surprised, to have her sword find the gap in his armor. To see her eyes beneath her helm.

Lover! yelled her heart. You could have come back to me.

He took a swing, even as his life poured out of him. Fighting to the end for the wrong kingdom. Another soldier struck him to the ground, and he did not move again. They pressed forward, irreverent to the body of the boy who might have grown to be their king. They had a Queen, now, who would never betray them for the iron fist of the Moon.

There could be no weakness in their Queen. But as they marched on the castle, her heart stayed heavy in the dirt behind them. The image of Endymion, broken on the ground, stayed with her. He’d been bewitched, she’d said at first, and had wanted so badly to believe it. Surely, he would not forsake his people. Surely, he would not forsake her. But when they met in battle, the whole army saw his eyes were clear and his choice clearer.

She hated him. But she loved him also. She loved the boy who gave her flowers, the boy who dreamt of peace. The boy who’d said when they married, he’d let her do everything, because she would be a better ruler than he could ever be.

That part had been true to the end, hadn’t it, Endymion?

She’d listened, when they were taught what it meant to rule. You love your people first, yourself second, and anything else third. She loved him third, but she loved him. And he loved Serenity above all else. These are our people! she wanted to scream at him. Turn your back on me if you must, but not your people. He had never given her the chance. The war had never given her a chance.

An inhuman shriek pierced the air around the castle— word of her lover’s fall had reached that alien princess, and now she dared mourn what was never rightfully hers. A whole new wave of hatred crashed over Beryl as the armies of earth fought their way inside. She would win this war, make Endymion’s death more than a casualty of the Moon’s continued tyranny. She’d take his body back to earth, where it could bring life to the soil. He’d give her flowers once more. It would mean something. He would finally do right by his people.

One by one, Earth struck down the Moon’s warriors. That vile princess fell, and Beryl tasted victory. Beryl tasted the peace her prince had dreamed of, won with his blood.

She faced the Moon’s queen, ready to accept no parlay, no surrender, yet the queen did not rise. Tears streamed down her ghost white face, yet she met Beryl’s eyes with a smile.

“This is not over,” she said, her voice deep enough to echo against the palace walls. “The moon shall rise again, and no one will mourn you when you fall.”

Beryl raised her sword. “It is you who has no one left to mourn you.” She charged, and was lost in moon-bright light.

Eons later, she died alone in the cold, where no kingdom would avenge her, where no flowers could grow from her corpse.

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sittingoverheredreaming:

All these canons and there’s yet to be a single one where Beryl drags Sailor Moon for calling herself a soldier of justice when her entire existence is for vengeance

-SLAMS FISTS ON THE TABLE- YES

Okay, so like I will never not be salty over the lack of characteriztion Beryl gets (either for herself or for her relationship with Usagi) but this. This could have been so good. This goes beyond a petty squabble over a man, this cuts right to the heart of both of them.

Beryl’s fine with being vengeful, she’s made her bed in it–her fucking black hair was turn red with the blood of the enemies she’s bathed in cause of it. Beryl traded her soul and heart to a goddamn space demon in the name of her hatred for the moon. She’s never denied that all plans, her abuses, all of her trauma comes down to the fact that she feels she was wronged and she wants payment for it. Perhaps when she was young and human, her rage had a different name: the betterment of her world, the rightoues of fighting against a tyrant, the protection of her prince. Now, though? She’s the Queen of Vengance, reborn from her own ashes to destroy who wronged her again and again and again. 

And what better person to see right through a lie than the embodiment of it.

Beryl doesn’t give two shits about Usagi, by the way. She’s a witless vessal at best, a mask so painted on that the wearer thinks its her own face at worst. Usagi, to her, isn’t real. It’s Sailor Moon–no–it’s Serenity Beryl sees and Serenity wants vengance. Usagi can babble on about justice and love and hope all she wants and believe it to boot but at the end of the day, Sailor Moon wasn’t created because she rightouesly wanted to protect the world, Sailor Moon was created out of a need and that need was to stop Beryl.

Sailor Moon wouldn’t have been created, Serenity wouldn’t have been awakened, if Beryl hadn’t awakened first. There’s no justice in Sailor Moon’s existence, there is only an angry little princess who took up arms because she was wronged.

Say what you will about Beryl, at least she basks in the glory of her true agenda. 

Meanwhile, Serenity lives a lie under the guise of a hapless little girl, trying to pretend like she’s so much better than Beryl because her words or so much prettier.

Beryl would call her a fool if it wasn’t so calculated in the end. A monster who thinks herself an angel is adorable, in a small hilarious way, don’t you think?

YES OH MY GOD YES

Give me a Beryl who will admit to all her sins but will not stand by while Serenity claims no guilt

Give me a Beryl who waits for the chance to show Serenity she’ll sink just as low, strike just as fast, a Beryl who knows what she is and craves the taste of Serenity admitting the same

Give me Beryl that knows that even if she loses, she’s already won

sittingoverheredreaming:

Also please imagine Beryl using her final breaths to ask Endymion to protect their planet, and Mamoru/Endymion seeing in the very next arc that her fears weren’t wrong and having to grapple with that and where his loyalty lies and where it should lie.

Bonus points if all of the senshi look at CT and struggle with the same thing

IMAGINE THEM ALL DECIDING THAT MOON KINGDOM 2.0 IS NOT THE FUTURE THEY WANT TO BUILD

IMAGINE USAGI MAKING THE CONCIOUS CHOICE THAT IN THIS LIFE, SERENITY WILL DO BETTER.

IMAGINE BERYL’S SPIRIT FINALLY COMING TO PEACE, ABLE TO ACCEPT THE WRONGS SHE DID SO LONG AS HER PLANET FOUND A WAY TO THRIVE

Also please imagine Beryl using her final breaths to ask Endymion to protect their planet, and Mamoru/Endymion seeing in the very next arc that her fears weren’t wrong and having to grapple with that and where his loyalty lies and where it should lie.

Bonus points if all of the senshi look at CT and struggle with the same thing

I wish for fic of BerylxGalaxia please!

Oh man I’ve never explored their dynamic before, and this inspired me to, and I hope you don’t mind but it’s kind of… pure smut. So, nsfw, warnings for violence and power play, and general smuttiness. Only a bit over 500 words.


There are ways of dealing with power, Beryl has learned. She’d done well with Serenity, the first time, and poorly with Metallia, and now there is Galaxia. She is something different. She has cosmic power, yes, Beryl wants it, but there is something more. Dominion, over the one with power, and she knows how to do it.

It is strange to think that Queens of Darkness sleep, but Beryl knows they do. She has seen the Golden Queen do up her hair in the morning, seen her stretch and yawn, secret peeks at a world yet unknown to her. So she sneaks through the labyrinth of twisted Space, around and around until she finds the place no soldier has been allowed access to. Galaxia stands with her back to the door, the first piece of her plate armor glinting at her feet.

“You seek to murder me,” she says without turning.

“I seek much more than that.”

Galaxia turns, exposing her teeth in a sharp smile. Beryl’s eyes rove over the rest of what is exposed. It is strange to see her soft and vulnerable, nothing but flesh to protect her. Though perhaps that is more than enough protection. Looking at the curve of her breasts,  Beryl feels reluctant to mar them.

“Your use could be considered expired,” Galaxia says, leaning back against the metal frame of her bed. Her back arches the slightest bit, a deliberate invitation. “You have awakened the Moon clan, and I don’t make a point in keeping soldiers who rebel.”

“So it’s kill or be killed.”

“Perhaps.” Galaxia tilts her head. “She who lets her guard down shall be lost.”

“Indeed.” Beryl lets it sit a moment before slowly lifting the hem of her dress, up and up as Galaxia’s eyes follow. She removes the knife at her garter and tosses it aside.

Galaxia cocks an eyebrow. Beryl keeps her smile to herself. Power and vulnerability are a delicate balance. She pulls off the garter, too, for good measure. Galaxia in turn slides off one gilded boot slowly.

“The bracelets are you weapon, are they not?”

They are cast aside, easier than Beryl would have liked. If Galaxia parts with them so easily, there are other threats. But as she slips out of the rest of her armor, Beryl finds it hard to keep that in mind. She undoes her zipper and steps out of her dress. Whether it’s the lack of other hidden weapons that makes Galaxia’s eyes linger, or something else is hard to say, but Beryl approaches her regardless.

She straddles Galaxia, feels her hands begin to rove. Beryl lets her throw her onto the bed, lets her rake her nails over her body before pulling her down into a kiss. Galaxia reciprocates with all the ferocity Beryl craves, there is no gentleness in her touch, only desire. Beryl lets her hands begin to explore, from Galaxia’s battle-hard shoulders to the soft underside of her breasts, down and down and—

Galaxia has a blade at her neck, summoned from nothing.

It is hard to fight the smile now, literally on the edge of a knife.

“I can always do it,” Galaxia hisses in her ear. “I hold your life in my hands.”

And yet you are not holding my corpse. Beryl pushes the knife away and pulls her back in. She has won the night.

The Other Beginning

Just about 1K words, set a while before Sailor V awakens.


“No!” she yelled as yet another man in a stuffy suit shut
yet another door in her face. “You have to listen!”

But they never did. Hitomi Akeno was going to be an
environmental lawyer, and she would sue all of them someday, but someday was
too far away. The world was dying now.
So many people had the power to slow it, to stop it, but none of them would
listen to anything but money, especially not an overzealous college freshman.

She put her hands in her pockets and slumped back towards
campus. She’d run student groups and protests and read studies and talked to
professors, and none of it did anything. To see the planet suffering, and be
unable to save it—that seemed to Hitomi to be the worst tragedy that might
befall her. A tragedy that felt familiar, somehow, but not one she could ever
accept.

“Pardon me, but are you Miss Hitomi Akeno?”

Hitomi gave a start. The speaker was a woman in a crisp
suit, clipboard in hand, hair cut into a sharp bob that framed her face.

“Yes, how—“

“I was just heading to campus to discuss your work, but
perhaps we could talk here” She indicated a coffee house across the street.
Hitomi followed her inside, hope growing in her like a flame. Someone would
listen, finally. Someone wanted to hear her out.

The woman asked questions, and let Hitomi make her
long-winded answers. She let her go on about why she cared, the state of the
planet, everything that stood in the way of making change.

It took a long while for Hitomi to realize she had
questions, too, questions that she ought to have started with. “Why are you
interested in me?” she asked. “Who are you?”

The woman smiled. “I was wondering when we’d get here.”

Hitomi felt trapped, suddenly, even in the busy café.  She’d been too eager. She did not even know
what company the woman worked for, or if she worked for a company at all.

There was a glow in the woman’s eyes she could not be sure
was real or imagined. “This is not the first time you’ve made a futile stand
for your planet. But together, we could make it the last.”

“What do you mean?”

“Remember, Beryl, Queen of the fallen kingdom.” The woman’s
voice turned strange and deep. The glow of her eyes went red. “You must
remember.”

Hitomi stood, frightened, ready to leave, but then something
burst open in the back of her mind. She’d had dreams, as a child, of a kingdom
long past. A childhood in a different time. The flowers of a palace garden, the
boy she was beholden to marry. Her consort, her prince who would become her
king when they wed. They were stories that entertained her parents when she
spoke of them, they’d said she should be a writer before she outgrew stories
and turned to fight the injustices of the world.

But as she looked at the woman across from her she
remembered further than the dreams. They weren’t stories at all. She had been a
princess, and then a queen, of a kingdom that ruled the planet she loved. And
there were monsters from the moon who threatened to destroy it all, and they
were terrifying and they were beautiful and they took everything she had.

She remembered the boy and the man he became, a man
bewitched away from his planet by the witchcraft of a different princess. She
remembered running him through in battle, she remembered the pain of weighing
her love of her people and her planet above her love for him.

There was more, she was more, and her hands shook as she sat
back down.

“I am Metalia. You met me once before.”

She had, in that life. Hitomi put her head in her hands.
Details were fuzzy, but she remembered the power, being granted the ability to
strike back against the enormous power of the moon people.

“She is coming again to strike your planet down, that vile
princess of the moon.”

Hitomi dug her fingers into her skin. She wanted to save her
world. That’s all she ever wanted. This was her home. These were her people.

“Do you want to see everything you love brought to
subjugation at her feet?”

She remembered, in a flash of clarity, the princess in that
life, and her soldiers, careless with power, leaving a wake of destruction on
earth as easily as a deer left footprints in mud. No, she would not let that
happen again. She would win the fight in full this time, and continue to win
every fight she needed to keep her planet whole.

“What must I do?”

The woman smiled. “Awaken your generals and find the silver
crystal before it can be restored to the Moon Princess. Only then may we lay
her low and keep what is ours.” She offered her hand.

Before she could think any better of it, Hitomi shook it.
Power swelled within her. Once again she would be a warrior for her planet. She,
Queen Beryl, would rise victorious.

Metalia’s grip tightened. “All I ask in exchange is you give
me the crystal to destroy it.”

It hardly seemed an unfair price to Beryl. She wanted it
gone anyway. She would not let the Moon use it to steal away her victory.

“It’s a deal,” she said, just as she had in an age gone by.

And then the power was hers, and she would not be stopped.
Beryl stepped back out into the street, a person born anew. She breathed in the
spring air, felt the sun on her skin. She would protect this place. She would
make it her kingdom once again, and no one, not businessmen and senators
drowning in money, not Moon guardians bathed in power, could take it away from
her.

She took a flower from a bush as she passed. The thorns did
not prick her fingers—the planet knew its Queen.

What’s your thoughts on a Beryl & Pluto friendship

YooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOoo

Listen that one scene in eien densetsu is killer but also like holy shit can they form the #SerenityWasWrong club!? Because like, both of them watched the consequences of her actions unravel kingdoms and like, they come from different angles but they can’t deny they have that in common and they aRE HURT. Pluto had to watch everything she knew crumble from afar and Beryl had to watch from the battlefield, she fought and saw everything slip through her fingers.

And then here they are, second chances abound, but how do they move on after that? How do they say well okay everything was destroyed but the past is the past?? They are the only two who really understand (Minako remembers, but she is Minako AND Venus, what she knows gets a new context in this life)

And so like, picture beryl ready to put her planet above her vengeance, but unsure of how to move on from her hatred, and Pluto unsure if guarding the royal family that led things so wrong before, meeting and recognizing themselves in one another, and trying to connect, maybe they thrift shop together because they both have a love for things that survived time, and they slowly help each other find way to exist in the now and just. Yessssssss

AU where Michiru is the princess

  • Mina’s whole life is suffering
  • She is a good soldier she knows her duty but goddamn she wants to put a knife in her princess’s back
  • Usagi/Serenity is selfish, absolutely, but Mina can handle it and let love outweigh resentment because it comes from naivete, she sees her as a child. Michiru has none of that, she is cold, her selfish moments have no pretty wrapping
  • Michiru’s life is also suffering, she goes from being her parents’ porcelain poseable doll to the perfect protected princess, and there’s no room for her to ever be a person
  • She tells Beryl to take the crystal, take the kingdom, take the whole goddamn world because there’s never been anything in it for Michiru
  • Well, there was one thing, but she died alone in the snow for a destiny Michiru doesn’t even want
  • (On Haruka’s lips she tasted a simpler life, but even that she couldn’t trust because they were princess and knight, and what feelings were real and what were Haruka playing her assigned role?)
  • Beryl has everything she wanted– not the crystal, but the moon laid low
  • she doesn’t take the crystal. she sees now her greatest revenge– the moon princess gets to live on, knowing her soldiers died for her, knowing she gave up, knowing she’ll never have the life she wants
  • there is no resurrection, the crystal too is cruel at times

farronheit replied to your post: Imagine an AU where Endymion’s rebirth…

I’m always really interested in Beryl tbh because I honestly think she did everything she did because she cared for the earth. We know that the moon has been distant to the earth in the SilMil so a young beryl who mistrusts those silent watchers and thinks they want to do them harm is pretty realistic, not to mention how easy it would be for metallia to use her distrust. Plus, Beryl wants to rule the earth, she doesn’t want to destroy it. I really love PGSM’s take on that because the last thing Beryl wants in it is to destroy the earth and she tries to keep Princess Serenity from destroying it, same as the shitennou having a grudge against Mamoru for risking the planet for his own love and then ultimately Mamoru being willing to fight against Usagi if it means protecting the earth and ultimately dying to protect it

YES TO ALL OF THIS. It’s basically reason # 6758 I love PGSM so so much. Everything Beryl did, she did for her planet. Her love for Endymion drives some of her personal vendetta against Princess Serenity, but that was just the final straw that led to the war. And it’s really easy for me to imagine that even that had a lot more than just jealousy driving it, here’s the moon princess taking away the one thing Beryl had, the one thing Earth had if Endymion had the golden crystal, here’s the Moon Kingdom starting towards a political marriage that could easily lead to them taking over Earth, Beryl has all sorts of reasons to want to drive them apart.

farronheit said: 

also: AU where Beryl is Sailor Earth instead of Mamoru, but still being the cause of the Moon Kingdom’s destruction in the past

YES.

YESSSSSS.