aw fuck I’m having a zero fucks to give sort of day and I have a midterm in an hour and more work to do between classes and a substantial chunk of writing due tomorrow this is not a good time for apathy

Of course this is slowly becoming the norm because I just feel so done with school but usually I care more than this

today I just really want to curl up and ignore everything

The hardest part of having roommates is trying not to cry when Sera Myu songs come on shuffle. Because no one wants to have the conversation like “Well technically it’s a song between a ten year old and the horse she has a crush on, but it’s so much more than that”

me: i keep having thoughts/feelings about gender and I don’t want to deal with anywhere that could lead

friend: that’s why i don’t label or categorize myself

me: …that is. that is not the issue here.

((Not labeling myself would be admitting I might fit my assigned label and I’m just coming out as gay or whatever I feel like that’s queer enough right now. But my brain won’t let it go. And I thought talking about it with my safest friend would help but. Clearly not.))

This app tells you your personality by looking at your Tumblr account. You should really check it out. This is my result:

ESFJ PERSONALITY

People who share the ESFJ personality type are, for lack of a better word, popular – which makes sense, given that it is also a very common personality type, making up twelve percent of the population. In high school, ESFJs are the cheerleaders and the quarterbacks, setting the tone, taking the spotlight and leading their teams forward to victory and fame. Later in life, ESFJs continue to enjoy supporting their friends and loved ones, organizing social gatherings and doing their best to make sure everyone is happy.

I was going to delete this after seeing what it was but I’m so deeply amused I’m keeping it. I pretty consistently get INFJ on tests, so it’s half right, but oh my god it thinks I’m an extrovert. It thinks I’m popular.
Although the last part isn’t entirely off so I’m going to sit here questioning everything for a little while.