I think the universe tried to apologize to me by having the girl come by but if it’s REALLY sorry it’ll have me see her once more so I can tell her she looks really good in that shirt
SHE DIDNT STOP TO TALK JUST SMILED AMD WAVED IM SO SAD
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I think the universe tried to apologize to me by having the girl come by but if it’s REALLY sorry it’ll have me see her once more so I can tell her she looks really good in that shirt
SHE DIDNT STOP TO TALK JUST SMILED AMD WAVED IM SO SAD
I think the universe tried to apologize to me by having the girl come by but if it’s REALLY sorry it’ll have me see her once more so I can tell her she looks really good in that shirt
I want to believe in the multiverse theory because that means somewhere there’s a version of me with a nice office job WHERE NO CUSTOMERS TRY TO WATCH P*RN
You know I think I’m just going to make a tag so people can block these sort of posts, as my plan to stop making them/make fewer of them ISN’T GOING TO WORK. I’m excitable and like to tell anyone who will listen. Let’s go with #sam likes a girl. Nice and simple.
I’m laughing, not because I saw her today
(of course, now that I don’t need to run into her by chance it’ll happen (tho
I’m happy,I prefer taking in person SO MUCH)), but because oh my god
after some normal conversation she got a little serious and said she had a
question. And the question was if I did hugs. Because turns out, we have the
exact same worries about touching people and while we’re both used to hugging
people goodbye, both of us worried too much to ask if it was okay yesterday. We
bonded over it but just. Oh my god it’s a marvel we got to this point. (I am…
90% sure now we both spent significant time doing the “I’m going to casually be
near her and wait to see if she talks to me” thing. (Perhaps I should admit we
actually technically met like… seven months ago.)) But at least we seem to be
taking turns on who asks these things.
Also bless her she brought up hanging out
again but can’t do this week because a bunch of school stuff, so she says we
should do a celebratory get together when she’s done. BUT MY TAKEAWAY IS SHE
WOULD WANT TO HANG OUT AGAIN WITHIN A WEEK IF SHE COULD AND GOSH I LOVE PEOPLE
WHO LIKE HANGING OUT A LOT. I worry a lot about asking people to hang out too
much and so I rarely see friends as much as I’d like, much less anyone I have
romantic interest in.
Man I got called into work and I’m still in useless gay mode I think my happiness is scaring customers
Also I was reading The Night Watch when I got the call so I’m MASSIVELY ANNOYED I had to stop
femmerosa
replied to your post “i’ve reached prime useless lesbian levels, i can’t do anything except…”
i hope it all goes well! it’s so lovely seeing your excited posts!
Ahhh thank you ❤ I will probably continue to be pretty excited even if we’re just friends, because gosh I never have enough wlw friends.
i’ve reached prime useless lesbian levels, i can’t do anything except hug pillows and smile
Okay there will be no more fandom drama from me today. My little rabbit heart is racing as I get ready for my maybe-date.
I DUNNO WE MIGHT BE JUST FRIENDS BUT GOSH IT WENT SO WELL I LIKE HER SO MUCH.
I may delete every post I’ve made about this tho because she a) knows I have a tumblr b) likes girls and c) is watching anime. And while I don’t think it’s likely she’d find me I’M NOT SURE I’D TAKE THAT CHANCE
Okay there will be no more fandom drama from me today. My little rabbit heart is racing as I get ready for my maybe-date.
i am. so gay.