THERE IS A PERSONAL POST  WANT TO MAKE BUT EVERYTHING I WRITE IS WRONG. I have a piece of big gay news that makes me very happy and may make some of you happy but may also make some of you yell samANTHA MICHELLE WHAT THE HELL so I don’t want to just drop it on you all.

THERE MAY BE A POST COMING THO.

The big update post, although I realized I can’t disclose everything on here yet (in a rl friends can’t find out through tumblr sort of way, not a ~secret~ way~)

My girlfriend and I are really serious (and also, because I discussed more things with some of you privately, now monogamous). I went to Connecticut with her. I’ve met and had dinner with each of her parents (her mom really likes me, thank god). We spent all the time we could together before she went back to school.

And I’m truly, deeply in love with her.

(It’s fast, but not rushed. A million things aligned not only for us to meet but for us to meet at the right time. I didn’t believe in the “sometimes you meet someone and just KNOW” stuff, but now I do. You’re all going to have concerns and questions and I get it. It’s unbelievable.)

My gf took me to the beach and at one point I burst out laughing because “I’m a lesbian in the ocean kissing a girl”

And I couldn’t explain to her why it was funny but I couldn’t stop laughing about it for a good long while

Sometimes I’m like, “I’m not that small!” but then the other day my coworker set down a cart of books and it started tipping so I stood on the back to balance it, but the books still fell because they weighed more than me.