Man I actually gotta hand it to my anxiety, I’d be calling out of work a lot right now if it didn’t keep me convinced I’d be fired
Tag: personal
It looks like the time has finally come and work will have me meet an author that means a lot to me AND IM GONNA HAVE TO TRY NOT TO CRY ALL OVER HER THIS IS THE BIGGEST CHALLENGE I MUST FACE
Also the one thing I bought for myself was this cool totally-not-a-fanny-pack satchel. IT MAKES ME FEEL ADVENTUROUS
My wife and I made these our profile pics on fb, because we’re that couple
My wife’s friend gave us comp tickets to a renaissance faire she’s working and we’re WAY TOO EXCITED. My wife wants all the fae stuff and I want all the knight stuff and it’s gonna be A TIME
I am angry and sad and feel so powerless, not just with my current job but for jobs I’m applying for, I’ve been letting myself get hopeful because I can write better cover letters but I never hear back
Today I’m gonna try that newfangled maturity thing where I talk to an authority figure about things they’ve been doing that belittle me but before and after that (and probably during) I’ll be fantasizing about quitting
50% of my trying to learn to draw is just so I can stare at my wife for hours on end
Low key a thought i keep returning to is going back to school for teaching, not anytime soon, but maybe within a few years, because like, I know there will be bullshit in any job but at least there would be a way it would be measurably worth it in teaching. And idk, as I get older I feel like it’s something I could both enjoy and be good at, even though it’s not something I’d ever considered before graduating undergrad.
Like, I think I could be a great quirky butch high school english teacher.
(But there’s also a part of me that thinks about teaching math, because even though I don’t have a love of math I was always the kid who could explain it to other kids)
Anyways, I’m starting to look into masters programs, just to know and keep in mind
Man I didn’t realize I had to get a new social security card for a name change wtf
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