Nightmares about work sure are fun
Tag: personal
I feel attacked I just got a facebook ad for a company that makes star maps of specific times and places to memorialize special life moments
Now I’m feeling uncharitable so below the cut is a work rant
It’s all but 100% confirmed I’m getting shunted over to a new position, it sounds like they’re making my current job part time and I’m staying in the office as a sales assistant which like, on the one hand that’s an easier position to put on a resume or other jobs but on the other hand it’s so frustrating to feel like it didn’t matter how good a job I did and I didn’t really get a choice about it. Work right now feels like the actual work people do doesn’t matter at all and I want desperately to leave
Haha I hate my workplace so much, as of Friday night I had a four day weekend (and I know it’s not an error on my part because a manager asked me Friday as I was leaving if I wanted another shift because I only had 32 hours) BUT SOMETIME AFTER THAT I GOT SCHEDULED FOR TODAY WITHOUT NOTICE so I unknowingly did a no-call no-show and it’s only concerned texts from my friends that alerted me to it
Work is such a shit show but! My four day weekend starts at 5!
Thanks @docholligay @rhiorhino and @paksenarrion-reader for your kindness yesterday, I’m doing much better today (work was crazy yesterday and it had the benefit of kind of making me compartmentalize, I couldn’t be actively sad while there were consistently at least five people in my line and customers kept yelling at me because they didn’t see anyone there to help them find books). Your comments helped a lot and I love y’all
Haha until this year no one close to me had ever died I have no idea how to deal with grief

I’m stupid proud/excited about this, my wife’s first day of their last semester of college is tomorrow and I said I’d make them a special lunch. They requested onigiri WHICH THEY THOUGHT WAS THE SPECIAL THING, but I have cut hearts out of seaweed like the nerd I am and they’re gonna take this out of their bag tomorrow and see
I feel like my weekend just made me more tired
Note to self: don’t let the siren song of the beach draw you to your father-in-law’s. Just stay home and buy a bath bomb or something
So I obviously did NOT finish the liveblog two days ago, sorry! Hopefully I can finish in the next week. Currently I’m at my father-in-law’s, where the wifi and cell service are spotty and everything besides the beach is generally miserable (he’s v controlling and so staying with him is not fun).
But I have some early nights next week and at least one should work to finish 106!