I was tagged in one of those 92 truths things, and am doing it just because I love backat-itagain, and because hey, some of you might like reading these things like I do.

I was tagged by: backat-itagain

What was your –
Last Drink: Coffee
Last Phone Call: The NY blood center called me (I like donating blood but the rules about tattoos here mean I can’t for another month or two)
Last Text Message: “Ha, I’m sure he will be,” in regards to the new roommate being cool with my friend moving her stuff out later today
Last Song Listened to: apparently, “Dream Yume wa Ookiku”
Last Time I Cried: hm. Normally I’m a cry every day over fictional shsit girl, but in an astounding record-breaking event, I think the last time I cried was last Tuesday, when I saw Fun Home again.

Have you Ever –
Dated someone twice: Nope
Been Cheated On: Not so far as I know
Kissed someone and regretted it:Not specifically, although in a general way I regret kissing boys
Lost Someone Special: I have been very lucky, so no
Been/Are Depressed: possibly
Been Drunk And Thrown Up: nope
List 3 Favorite Colors: nnnn um, Purple, Pink, and Green (it’s boring but I can’t pick shades, I can barely pick broad colors)

In The Last Year Have You –
Made a new friend: Yes!! (Hi Karla!!)
Fallen Out of Love: Maybe
Laughed till you cried: Yes
Meet Someone Who Changed You: hrm. I dunno.
Found out who your real friends are: Sort of
Found out someone was talking about you: Nope
Kissed Anyone on your FB list:  Haha, no. Haven’t kissed anyone in the past year.

General –
How many people on your FB friends do you know IRL: Almost all of them?
Do you have any pets: Back home I have my cat Oreo, who I love dearly but who I don’t think will ever come live with me because my dad got very attached to him after I left (He feeds him meat during dinner now, and pets weren’t even allowed in the kitchen before)
Do You Want To Change Your Name: No, but if I could get everyone to never call me Samantha, I would
What did you do for your last birthday party: It wasn’t a party, but I had a lovely time hanging out with my friend Alice.
What time did you wake up today:haha like 10:40. I need a job
What were you doing at midnight last night: Getting ready for bed.

Name something you CANNOT wait for: UN NOVEAU VOYAGE.
Last Time You Saw Your Mother:  May 20th
What is one thing you would change about your life: um. I would give myself a job right now. (kidding, ish, I’m mostly happy with my life and the bad shit is part of what got me here, so I can’t say I’d want it different) 
What are you listening to rn: Nothing
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yes                          
What’s getting on your nerves rn: writer’s block.      
Blood type: A+

Nicknames: I guess Sam is sort of a nickname?
Relationship Status: Single
Zodiac Sign: Gemini
Pronouns: She/Her/Hers or They/Them/Theirs
High School: Graduated 2011
College: Just graduated
Hair Color: Blonde with the red roots coming in
Long or Short: short
Height: 5′4
Do you have a crush on someone: always. I get restless without some sort of crush
What do you like about yourself: Everything. I’m very vain.
Tattoos: Moon Pride on my hip and an Utena rose on my chest
Righty or Lefty: Righty
First Surgery: I’ve never had surgery
First piercing: Ears when I was like five
First Best Friend: Josh, who was born when I was three months old, so I knew him almost my whole life. He moved away in second grade, but we stayed in touch off and on. And funnily enough, we’re both gay.
First Sport You Joined: Softball.

Rn –
Eating : Nothing 
Drinking : Coffee
I’m about: to post this?               
Listening to: this was already a question? I still don’t have music on
Waiting: For a job. And for that literary agent to respond to the stories she requested.
Want Kids: NO.                                      
Get Married: Yessss. 
Career: I either want to be an editor or an agent. Or a bestselling author 😛 The former are supposed to be my “realistic” plans, but in practice they’re seeming just as unlikely at the moment.

Which is better-                                                                                                     Lips or Eyes: Both are kind of important?                                                       Hugs or Kisses: Depends on the context?
Shorter or Taller: Hahahah. This is something my friends always ask in their eternal quest to find my type. But I don’t have a preference. Tall girls are really hot. Short girls are really hot. Girls who are almost exactly my height are really hot. Just. girls, man.
Older or Younger: Around my age?
Romantic or Spontaneous: This question always seems strange to me. Romantic, I guess?                                                           
Nose, Stomach, or Nice Arms: ARMS.                                         
Sensitive or Loud: Sensitive, I guess?
Hook up or Relationship: Relationship              
Trouble Maker or Hesitant: Hesitant, I suppose

Have you ever –

Kissed a stranger: Nope
Drunk Hard Liquor: Yep
Lost Glasses/contacts: Nope
Sex on first date: HAHA. no.
Broken someones heart: probably.
Been arrested: Nope
Turn someone down: I don’t think so
Cried when someone died: Yes

Do You Believe –
In Yourself: yes
Miracles: there’s no such thing as miracles *Juri’s first duel song starts playing*
Love at first sight: Nope
Heaven: sort of
Kiss on the first date: sure?
Angels: not really?

not tagging anyone, but feel free to do it?


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Ring of Keys – Sydney Lucas – Fun Home (A New Broadway Musical)

So I’ve been watching Pretty Little Liars on Netflix, because I love trash from time to time, and last night I got to Lindsay Shaw’s first appearance. Something clicked and I had a moment like, Holy shit I’ve been gay since Ned’s Declassified.
Which, obviously, I’ve always been gay, and my first crush happened before middle school, but it’s hilarious/boggling to me that I never identified my middle school crush on Moze as a crush.

I once showed my dad the first two episodes of Utena, because he was curious about things I liked. 

And afterwards, he said, “This isn’t that different from South Park.”

It’s been over a year and I am still deeply confused.