I’ve been catching up with Grey’s Anatomy on Netflix and the latest season has this bittersweet sense that the show might close soon so it wants to say as much as it can. Like, Grey’s is soapy trash but it’s always been soapy trash that does its best to highlight things it can. It hasn’t always done the best but it has always done, and seeing it do more gives me a lot of feelings
Tag: ish
applying to jobs in nyc:send out fifty applications, hear back from one (1) in an automated rejection email. there are subway rats with better qualifications than you.
applying to jobs in a smaller city: send out a handful of applications, maybe you’ll hear from– oh god. they are calling you. you have three interviews. you still have to call half of them back. two emails just came in from companies that saw your resume online. you have impressive experience. you are overwhelmed with Choice.
So I obviously did NOT finish the liveblog two days ago, sorry! Hopefully I can finish in the next week. Currently I’m at my father-in-law’s, where the wifi and cell service are spotty and everything besides the beach is generally miserable (he’s v controlling and so staying with him is not fun).
But I have some early nights next week and at least one should work to finish 106!
Dear everyone:
Don’t send your friends/relatives links to jobs unless it’s seriously their dream position or something. You may mean well but it’S REALLY ANNOYING AND KIND OF CONDESCENDING.
I was tagged in one of those 92 truths things, and am doing it just because I love backat-itagain, and because hey, some of you might like reading these things like I do.
I was tagged by: backat-itagain
What was your –
Last Drink: Coffee
Last Phone Call: The NY blood center called me (I like donating blood but the rules about tattoos here mean I can’t for another month or two)
Last Text Message: “Ha, I’m sure he will be,” in regards to the new roommate being cool with my friend moving her stuff out later today
Last Song Listened to: apparently, “Dream Yume wa Ookiku”
Last Time I Cried: hm. Normally I’m a cry every day over fictional shsit girl, but in an astounding record-breaking event, I think the last time I cried was last Tuesday, when I saw Fun Home again.
Have you Ever –
Dated someone twice: Nope
Been Cheated On: Not so far as I know
Kissed someone and regretted it:Not specifically, although in a general way I regret kissing boys
Lost Someone Special: I have been very lucky, so no
Been/Are Depressed: possibly
Been Drunk And Thrown Up: nope
List 3 Favorite Colors: nnnn um, Purple, Pink, and Green (it’s boring but I can’t pick shades, I can barely pick broad colors)
In The Last Year Have You –
Made a new friend: Yes!! (Hi Karla!!)
Fallen Out of Love: Maybe
Laughed till you cried: Yes
Meet Someone Who Changed You: hrm. I dunno.
Found out who your real friends are: Sort of
Found out someone was talking about you: Nope
Kissed Anyone on your FB list: Haha, no. Haven’t kissed anyone in the past year.
General –
How many people on your FB friends do you know IRL: Almost all of them?
Do you have any pets: Back home I have my cat Oreo, who I love dearly but who I don’t think will ever come live with me because my dad got very attached to him after I left (He feeds him meat during dinner now, and pets weren’t even allowed in the kitchen before)
Do You Want To Change Your Name: No, but if I could get everyone to never call me Samantha, I would
What did you do for your last birthday party: It wasn’t a party, but I had a lovely time hanging out with my friend Alice.
What time did you wake up today:haha like 10:40. I need a job
What were you doing at midnight last night: Getting ready for bed.
Name something you CANNOT wait for: UN NOVEAU VOYAGE.
Last Time You Saw Your Mother: May 20th
What is one thing you would change about your life: um. I would give myself a job right now. (kidding, ish, I’m mostly happy with my life and the bad shit is part of what got me here, so I can’t say I’d want it different)
What are you listening to rn: Nothing
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yes
What’s getting on your nerves rn: writer’s block.
Blood type: A+
Nicknames: I guess Sam is sort of a nickname?
Relationship Status: Single
Zodiac Sign: Gemini
Pronouns: She/Her/Hers or They/Them/Theirs
High School: Graduated 2011
College: Just graduated
Hair Color: Blonde with the red roots coming in
Long or Short: short
Height: 5′4
Do you have a crush on someone: always. I get restless without some sort of crush
What do you like about yourself: Everything. I’m very vain.
Tattoos: Moon Pride on my hip and an Utena rose on my chest
Righty or Lefty: Righty
First Surgery: I’ve never had surgery
First piercing: Ears when I was like five
First Best Friend: Josh, who was born when I was three months old, so I knew him almost my whole life. He moved away in second grade, but we stayed in touch off and on. And funnily enough, we’re both gay.
First Sport You Joined: Softball.
Rn –
Eating : Nothing
Drinking : Coffee
I’m about: to post this?
Listening to: this was already a question? I still don’t have music on
Waiting: For a job. And for that literary agent to respond to the stories she requested.
Want Kids: NO.
Get Married: Yessss.
Career: I either want to be an editor or an agent. Or a bestselling author 😛 The former are supposed to be my “realistic” plans, but in practice they’re seeming just as unlikely at the moment.
Which is better- Lips or Eyes: Both are kind of important? Hugs or Kisses: Depends on the context?
Shorter or Taller: Hahahah. This is something my friends always ask in their eternal quest to find my type. But I don’t have a preference. Tall girls are really hot. Short girls are really hot. Girls who are almost exactly my height are really hot. Just. girls, man.
Older or Younger: Around my age?
Romantic or Spontaneous: This question always seems strange to me. Romantic, I guess?
Nose, Stomach, or Nice Arms: ARMS.
Sensitive or Loud: Sensitive, I guess?
Hook up or Relationship: Relationship
Trouble Maker or Hesitant: Hesitant, I suppose
Have you ever –
Kissed a stranger: Nope
Drunk Hard Liquor: Yep
Lost Glasses/contacts: Nope
Sex on first date: HAHA. no.
Broken someones heart: probably.
Been arrested: Nope
Turn someone down: I don’t think so
Cried when someone died: Yes
Do You Believe –
In Yourself: yes
Miracles: there’s no such thing as miracles *Juri’s first duel song starts playing*
Love at first sight: Nope
Heaven: sort of
Kiss on the first date: sure?
Angels: not really?
not tagging anyone, but feel free to do it?
Ahhhh this is dramatic they’re going to try and touch the crystals and Pluto’s going to come in a die
*braces for tears*WHAT
I thought he was dead but this actress is such a joy to watch I’m on board with this.
This musical has endless surprises I love it so much.
Saphir was such a troll in this one xD
“So you think you can join these silver crystals together? SURPRISE FUCKERS, I got them now, I’ll do it!”#i was also surprised that saphir turned out to be the manic enemy instead of demande #nice plot twist there
Saphir being the big enemy was one of my favorite things this musical did. I love that it took the expectation of him being the innocent younger brother who loves and cares for Demand and went entirely the other way. Saphir’s the one who’s twisted and full of malice, and it’s implied that it’s all him, not Wiseman’s influence. I love the hint that his motivation is that the Moon Kingdom essentially took over, because that’s such a cool thread to carry through. If the history of Serenity and the Senshi became common knowledge, why wouldn’t there be dissenters like Saphir?
And then he’s so controlling and unpredictable. Everything he did was something I didn’t see coming. It’s the most wonderful thing.
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