Tomorrow is my partner’s birthday and also marks one month before the wedding, and I can’t help but see myself in one of those no fear/one fear meme comics, with the one fear being “in five or so years they will regret getting married fast and young and resent me”

which i’ve talked to them about and i know it’s imposter syndrome and an exaggeration of our age difference (two years) but I’m still like. struggling with it especially as I try and write my vows and get stuff ready for their birthday, because these are all shiny new and charming things and someday I’m not gonna be shiny new or charming