In times of trouble, my roommate comes to me and speaks words of wisdom.

Usually, “You’re a dumbass.”

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Sometimes I picture this scenario where Michiru is just having a HORRIBLE hair day. It’s so chaotic and unruly and trying to tame it has only made it worse. It’s just a bad hair day but something about it just doesn’t sit well. It brings with it a dour mood and memories of days she’d sooner like to forget. I just picture her sitting on her bed. Sitting on the edge and wrapped in a silk robe, slightly hunched over and her face set in this hollow expression. It’s just a bad hair day and yet it brings with it this weight and spiral of emotions. Something so inanely common and yet it just brings her so low.

It’s pathetic, she tells herself. Michiru Kaioh. Brought down by an unruly mane…

Haruka walks past the door and stops. Uncertain of what to do at first, then it hits. She will simply do as she once did a long time ago. Once upon a time a young teal haired girl stood at the shores edge. Hair unwilling to take any sort of shape other than fluffed and upright. A face so angry and yet also sad. While she couldn’t give what the girl truly wanted, she could however offer a solution.

She could do the same again.

Haruka crawls onto the bed and kneels behind Michiru. As her hands reach out to begin the task at hand she starts to hum. The melody is soft and low. Normally Haruka could have this done near as promptly as she began but that didn’t feel needed. Slow and steady, letting each section of hair gently glide through her fingers. With each motion Michiru would ease up bit by bit. She’d sit a little more upright and the tension in her body would ease. Haruka entwined the end of the brain in her fingers as she had nothing to tie it off at the moment. It could wait. Not letting go of the brain Haruka leans forward and embraces Michiru with one arm and leans her head into hers. Michiru’s hands raise take hold of Haruka’s arm. She turns a bit and kisses Haruka’s hand then leans into the embrace.

No words were said. None were needed.

I picture this all the time when Haruka braiding Michiru’s hair is mentioned.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR FAVORITE DORKY BUTCH.

My initial plan for this fic was to try and reconcile her manga/myu piano playing with my version of her. I ended up doing the opposite (and also borrowed some of Doc’s headcanons).

But here we go,
How She Plays
~1000 words, on AO3 and below.

Nana pulled Haruka onto her lap and put her hands over hers. “You’ve just got to think about the hops, see?” Their fingers moved together on the piano keys one by one. “Hop over the black key, and again. Now there isn’t anything to hop over. Hear how it doesn’t jump as high?”

Haruka nodded, but she wasn’t so sure. It was all sound to her, not like when Nana played by herself. That was music.

“Now we’ve played a whole scale!” Nana hugged her arms around Haruka’s shoulders, and Haruka felt proud even though she hadn’t done anything. “You’re going to be quite the little musician.”

“Can we play a real song, Nana?”

“Of course.”

Their hands moved together again. Haruka’s weren’t big enough to reach across all the notes, but even though it sounded emptier than Nana’s version, she recognized the tune. She kicked her feet out in delight, careful not to hit Nana’s knees. Her fingers stuttered on a key. Nana assured her it was okay. “If you keep going, the mistake is just part of the song.”

She’d meant to just go to the bathroom. Splash some water on her face, steel herself again for the rest of dinner. But the Kaioh house was large, and she was a little lost. And now, there was a piano.

It shouldn’t have surprised her. There were probably twenty seven pianos tucked into the nooks and crannies of the mansion, rich people always had pianos, even without musicians in the family.

The polish on the black body shone in the light that came through the windows. It was a much sleeker affair than the one Haruka’s mother had sold in the wake of Nana’s death, but she felt nostalgic all the same. As she lifted the cover off the keys, she could feel Nana’s hands on hers again. The smell of her perfume, tinged with tobacco and a little sweetness from whatever she had last cooked. Haruka’s fingers found the starting notes on their own. She hit some wrong keys, her fingers were much longer than they once were, but she kept playing.

Haruka forgot where she was until, at the end of the song, someone came up behind her. “Clair de Lune.”

She jumped. Mrs. Kaioh did not smile or reassure her. “I was not aware you played.” She was much smaller than Haruka, but she carried herself like a battle commander, cold and unyielding in her black evening gown.

Haruka swallowed. “I don’t. Or, I haven’t, not since I was very young.” She would not tell this woman she’d begged her mother to let her keep the piano, that her mother had sold it and used the money for things Haruka did not want to know about. “My grandmother taught me.”

Mrs. Kaioh raised an eyebrow, yet remained utterly unreasonable. “No formal training then. I see.”

Haruka was torn between running and standing to defend Nana. Mrs. Kaioh cut her off from either.

“Would you like formal training, Haruka?”

“What?”

Mrs. Kaioh sat down on the piano bench, crossing her ankles the same way Michiru always did. “We would be happy to fund your art. You are perhaps not untalented, merely untrained.” She adjusted her necklace with the pads of her fingers. “It is possible you could become an excellent partner for my daughter. Musically.”

It might not have hit her, if she hadn’t known Michiru so well. Without knowing how her family had cultivated her skills for show, she might have thought this was a genuine truce. But she did know. Haruka could see it now—Kaioh’s latest charity: Poor girl becomes piano prodigy.Michiru said sometimes that she was naïve, but she was not this naïve. “That’s alright. No thanks.”

“I see.” Mrs. Kaioh’s eyes seared into her. “You might consider, though, that without something to contribute, my daughter will bore of you soon.”

It was a thought that stuck on Haruka sometimes, but it seemed absurd next to how disappointed Michiru would be if Haruka sold out to her parents. “I, um, piano was something special between my grandmother and me, so I… it wouldn’t feel right.”

“Personal loyalty does have its charms. But they will only get you so far.”

“Mother.” Michiru appeared in the doorway, one hand on the frame. It struck Haruka sometimes that she could channel all the power and presence of Neptune while untransformed, and yet Mrs. Kaioh seemed unfazed.

“We are merely having a little talk, dear.”

“And now you’re done. Haruka and I are leaving.”

“Dinner is not over.”

“Something has come up.” She walked over and linked her arm with Haruka’s. “I have our car waiting for us.”

Haruka let herself be led away, but she felt Mrs. Kaioh’s eyes stay on her.

She had almost forgotten the incident when the truck arrived on her birthday. The delivery men wheeled a large box to their porch. Haruka knew immediately what it was. “There’s been a mistake. I didn’t order this.”

The man looked at his clipboard. “Are you Haruka Tennoh?”

“Yes, but—“

“I’ll sign for it,” Michiru said from behind her.

“Michi—“

She did not stop. Soon there was a piano in their living room. It was smaller and less grand than Haruka had expected. Though it was newer and likely better made, it was the same boxy shape as Nana’s.

“It’s not from my parents.” Michiru wrapped her arms around Haruka’s middle. “After what you said, I thought you might like to play sometimes. Just for yourself, and maybe for me.”

Haruka smiled. “I’m not any good, Michi.”

“I’ll be the judge of that. I am classically trained, after all.”

They sat together on the little bench. Haruka though too much, made more mistakes than she had on the Kaioh’s piano, but after, Michiru leaned her head on her shoulder. “I like the way you play. It’s not the way I play.”

Haruka gave a shaky laugh. “The way you play is good.”

“Technically. But there’s something very genuine in your style.” She closed her eyes. “I’m glad you aren’t taking lessons. Play more?”

Haruka did not know many songs, and remembered even fewer, but Michiru listened all the same. She felt sure, somehow, that this would have made Nana smile.

Imagine Michiru taking her daughter out in the snow. Michiru, who got rare hours off from being a show pony when the roads were shut down, who has precious few memories of actually playing in the snow but has always loved it anyway. Imagine her taking her little daughter, who Haruka has bundled up like the kid in A Christmas Story, out and teaching her how to build a snow man, letting it be a lopsided and messy piece of art for once. Imagine Haruka’s theatric betrayal when Michiru gets in a rare playful streak and teaches their daughter to not only make a snowball, but throw it at Haruka. Imagine Haruka then getting too serious about “No sweetie this is how you throw you gotta follow through” and going over it until her own fingers are numb with cold. Imagine them all cuddling inside after with rosy cheeks.

Haruka/Michiru (quelle surprise) Emergency Room AU

“You’ve got to stop doing shit like this.”

Minako rolled her eyes and shifted in the little hospital bed. “Oh come on, you heard the nurse. It’s not even broken, just strained.”

Haruka opened her mouth to protest, but the ER burst into a flurry of activity and noise as an ambulance arrived. A mess of green hair spilled over the edge of the gurney as it pushed through the ER doors. The woman’s face turned as it passed. Even pale from blood loss, she was beautiful. Her eyes met Haruka’s. 

She recognized her, the famous heiress from the magazines.

But that wasn’t what sent a jolt down her spine.

“Car crash,” growled one of the suited men who’d followed the woman in. He drew a curtain around the bed.

“But this–”

“The Kaiohs want to be very clear, this was a car crash.”

“Yes,” the doctor said, an edge in her voice. “Tell the press whatever you want, we’ll agree, but I need to know what really happened.”

“The truth?” 

Haruka could see the doctor’s shadow nod.

“Ms. Kaioh was in a terrible car accident.”

The man was soon escorted out. 

Haruka found herself determined to find out the real truth, what had happened to this poor woman with the beautiful eyes.

And The Snow Sparkles like Diamonds

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My sparklee is the illustrious @sittingoverheredreaming! I combined two prompts: “Haruka and Michiru and their first Christmas with a child” and “Haruka and Michiru get snowed in somewhere” as well as your love “Michiru being cute with kids.” SO I HOPE YOU LIKE IT. 6,125 words

“Miss
Kaioh, the entire airport is grounded. I assure you your plane will
be one of the first to depart once safety has been established.”
 He was firm, but Michiru noted the anxiety in this eyes. He was
used to dealing with rich. Rich was nothing. Billionaire heiresses,
however, still didn’t visit his counter every single day, and her
French was the kind of perfect he never expected outside of the
country.

“This
is Zurich. I can’t imagine this is the first time snow has
magically appeared on the runway, left by frost fairies.” There was
no anger her in her voice, only judgment, and somehow that was all
the more terrifying.

“Ma’am,
it’s an emergency level blizzard.”

Haruka
had no idea what the French patter meant, but she knew enough of
Michiru to recognize the look in her eyes, the one that said, ‘I
could have your entire family killed and no one would ever question
it.’

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I was so so excited when I got the notification for this. I had to wait to read it until my guests left, and I decided to make an evening of it, complete with fancy snacks, a drink (by which I mean 7Up, I can’t imagine alcohol and Doc fic would lead to anything but hours of me curled up crying), and MOOD LIGHTING.

(Exhibit A: the mood is lit)

This is the point where you’re probably thinking “wow, they really over hyped themself” BUT YOU ARE WRONG BECAUSE THIS WAS EVEN MORE AMAZING THAN ANTICIPATED. I am using humor to compensate for how much this made me cry. This is so, so beautiful and sweet, and that it was written *for me* touches me to an extent I can’t even begin to convey. So many details were precision hits to my heart, from Haruka’s conversation with Tia about how you can be and date who you want when you grow up to Michiru’s guard slowly coming down and all her fears about having kids and then how she’s the one who does the stocking for Tia and then sends her the tiara. Bury me in Michiru feelings. THE DIFFERENT WAYS THEY CONNECT WITH TIA JUST KILL ME. Having the kid not be theirs was a brilliant decision I didn’t anticipate. And the ways they flirt with each other, and the amazing little throw backs to lines from the series (”I don’t listen to that kind of talk… out side the dentist’s office” oh my god) are all just so great and I would say it felt like a gift specifically for me but IT WAS. I still can’t fully dig in and comment on all the things that were amazing. MICHIRU AND TIA THO HAVE I MENTIONED HOW MUCH I LOVE SEEING MICHIRU WITH KIDS AND ESPECIALLY THIS KID AND HOW SHE HAS TO CONSCIOUSLY BRING DOWN HER MANNERISMS AND HOW SHE CAN’T LET HERSELF WISH FOR THIS BUT SHE DOES ANYWAY AND AHHHHH. 

AHHHHHHHHH.

AHHHHHH I’M GOING TO CRY MORE NOW.

Sparkle Sparkle It’s a Fic :D

My sparklee is none other than @rosepetalrevolution, and as soon as I saw the prompt “PMMM-style AU”, I knew what I had to write. I had a lot of fun with it (and a lot of trouble, lol) so I hope you enjoy it! ~2400 words, and I’d call this BroTP focused, though HaruMichi and Reinako are present.

Minako Magica

“Listen, there’s something off about her lately. “

Haruka rolled her eyes and kept walking. “I’m not asking you two to get along. But—“

“This isn’t about me.” Mina dug her nails into her palm. “I’m worried for you.” There was something in the back of her mind she couldn’t quite call forward. Whenever she saw Michiru, the hairs on the back of her neck prickled and her body tensed as if ready to fight. Something had changed. Minako had never been afraid of the girl, no matter what power her family’s money gave her. “You can feel it too, however much you want to ignore it.”

“She’s… she’s just Michiru.”

Mina noted it wasn’t a no. “Haruka…”

The sunny road around them went dark. Purple shadows danced around them like snakes charmed out of the darkness. Images of smiling faces rained down from a domed black sky.

The most startling thing, to Mina, was that it didn’t feel startling at all. Her immediate thought was Not again and her hand reached for something on her belt that wasn’t there.

Haruka’s back pressed up to hers, and she knew she felt the same way. “What the hell?”

“Another witch.” The words were out before Mina could process them. Another? When had she faced this unreality before?

The shadow struck at them. Despite their insubstantial appearance, every hit they landed stung.  Mina and Haruka split to dodge.

“What do we do?”

“Run,” Mina called out.
“Where? There’s no end!”

“There has to be.” Mina spun around the way they came, but it was the same rounded darkness as in front of them.

“Stay still!” a sharp voice called out. A stream of arrows followed, piecing each shadow and dissolving it into a poof a glitter.

“I’m surprised Miss Deathbringer herself hasn’t come to save you,” came a deeper voice, soon followed by the appearance of a tall brunette girl. Her muscular frame was offset by a green dress bedecked by pink bows and frills but matched by the large hammer slung over her shoulder.

“She’ll be coming.” A smaller girl with streaming black hair leapt down from somewhere Mina couldn’t see. Her outfit was simpler, a long white tunic with a red sash, but she too carried a weapon– a long, exquisitely curved black bow. A bright red jewel was set into the strap of her quiver. “She has felt the danger now.”

“What is going on?”

The new comers turned to Haruka. “It’s a witch,” the larger one said.

The smaller one, who, Mina couldn’t help but notice, was strikingly pretty, squared her shoulders. “You don’t want to know anything more than that.”

“We do.” Mina faced her. “There’s something that’s been happening for awhile, and you’re going to explain it.”

The girl’s eyes narrowed. “I don’t take orders from you now.”

“Rei. We don’t have time.”

She scowled. “Fine. They’ll have to come with us.” Her hand wrapped around Mina’s wrist. A spark leapt up her arm, from a memory she couldn’t grasp or something else Mina couldn’t be sure. They ran forward until the shadows broke upon a larger dome. At the center a dark mass writhed and twisted, flickering like static.

“Mako, go left.” The larger girl nodded and darted away. “You two, stay close.” Rei drew an arrow.

“Aim true,” Mina said automatically.

The smallest smile played on Rei’s lips. “Always.” Her shot landed at the heart of the writhing mass. A screech like crumpling metal washed over them. “And Michiru will be coming right about… now.”

Mina didn’t see her at first. It took a long moment for her eyes to notice the dot of green amongst the black. Her outfit called to mind a Victorian mourning dress, though it was short enough to show her knee high black boots. She bore no weapon. One pale hand reached out to the shadow.

They were back in the light of day.

Michiru picked something up from the street. Mako’s hammer slammed down next to her. “We kept her safe, so you’ll share.”

“Naturally. I’d think you’d be more trusting by now.” She handed the thing, a small black needle with a stylized eye, over. Mina noticed how careful they were not to touch each other.

“I told you something was up with your girlfr…” Mina turned back to Haruka. Her face was in her hands, her whole body was shaking. “What’s wrong?”

“You… you…”

“Minako. You need to leave.” Rei grabbed at her arm, but she shrugged her off.

“Buddy, you gotta talk to me, come on.” Mina reached out to pat Haruka’s shoulder.

“Don’t touch me!” Haruka reeled back, her eyes wide and full of tears. “I remember… I remember what you did… you were… I… I…”

“Haruka.” Michiru’s voice was sharp and soft at the same time in a way Minako could not comprehend. “None of that matters. It no longer happened.”

“I remember,” she repeated as though she hadn’t heard. “I remember.” Something glowed at her chest, a pure yellow rapidly blotted out with darkness.

“No.” Michiru dove for her, but Mako tackled her down.

“Rei!”

Before she could draw an arrow, the light exploded. The same sort of needle Michiru had held a moment ago appeared and burst open. The street again was gone, replaced by a tumultuous but shallow sea. An island of swords lay before them, pinning down something the water hid from view.  Where the light hit each blade a different memory played. Mina and Haruka as kids in the park, Mina and Haruka passing notes at school. Mina and Haruka fighting back to back in gaudy capes.

Mina could not remember the latter.

She felt its vital importance.

“You will tell me what is going on. Now.”

“And then there will be three witches,” Michiru spat from under Mako. “But go on, find out, maybe then you can help protect her for once.”

“No one else is turning.” Mako pressed the first needle to the gem on Michiru’s waist clasp. “Not you, not her.”

“I won’t let you kill Haruka.”

“She’s gone. For good this time.”

Michiru threw Mako off with a strength Minako wouldn’t have believed had she not seen it. Mako’s skin was gray where Michiru’s hands had touched her. She lay panting in the water. Michiru approached the island of swords.

“Let her go,” Rei said quietly. “There’s nothing she can do.” Her eyes landed on Mina’s with unparalleled intensity. “She might be right about you though. It’s not a pleasant memory. And if Haruka can become a witch without being a magical girl, even I can’t know what may happen with you.”

“Have an arrow ready.”

“You couldn’t forget your role as commander, could you?” Rei grunted, but she drew an arrow and pressed it into Mina’s chest with one hand.

“Might as well cop a feel, might be your last chance.”

Rei did not smile. “Are you ready?”

“Absolutely.”

She touched her other hand to Mina’s forehead. The truth opened up in her mind like a storybook. Kyubey’s approach, Mina convincing Haruka to make a wish with her. “We’ll be heroes, isn’t that what you always wanted?” I wish to never be overshadowed, I wish to be admired. She’d hounded Haruka for her wish.

“If I tell you, it won’t come true.”

“That’s not how this works, dummy.”

Kyubey agreed, but Haruka never gave in.

They fought for months just the two of them, back to back, side by side. It was glorious. Mina won talent show after talent show. That was glorious. All life had to offer was theirs. Other magical girls began joining them. Minako lead, and they listened. Rei bickered, but it was charged with something more than insubordination. Minako delighted in the inevitable end of their games.

It was right, until it all went wrong.

Nothing had felt dangerous, really, not until Ami’s soul gem lay shattered next to the grief seed of their latest kill. Doubts crept into Mina’s mind.

And then she found her sister, small precious Usagi, in the belly of a witch.

“Look, Mina! Now I’m just like you!”

I wish to be admired.

The witch launched a bolt through Usagi’s chest. Her eyes went wide as blood poured over the costume that replicated Minako’s so closely.

Minako lead, and people followed her straight unto their deaths.

The echo of her despair washed over her now, how her grief had hatched from her body into something so big and destructive she could only remember spurts. But she remembered Haruka pleading, and she remembered Haruka crumpled at what might have been her feet. Michiru came, and then Kyubey.

“What would you do to bring her back?”

“Anything.”

Mina gripped Rei’s fist, pressed the arrow tip hard against her sternum, but her grief did not hatch a second time. She had killed Haruka, had as good as killed Ami and Usagi, and it hurt but she did not change.

“We’ll fix this.”

Kyubey appeared in the water. “You’ve all made your wishes.”

Mako’s hammer slammed down on him. “Damn you for misleading us all.” Her knuckles were white against the hammer. “He’d lead us all into despair. Don’t give him the satisfaction.”

“We can’t save her,” Rei said. She lacked gentleness, always had, but Mina felt her trying. “I doubt, even, that we can save Michiru.”

The green haired girl stood in the surf. The swords had begun to awaken. They lifted themselves slowly, playing images now of Haruka reaching for Michiru, and Michiru turning away. Michiru keeping her hands in her pockets as they walked. Haruka trying, trying to figure out what changed, to figure out what she’d done.

“I did it for you. It was the only way.”

A sword launched at her, and for a moment Minako was sure she would not dodge. Michiru turned just in time. The blade buried itself in the water.

Michiru’s gem clouded again. “Please, Haruka.”

Minako clenched her fists. The power she’d once had would not come now. It hardly mattered. “We will save Michiru. It’s what Haruka would have wanted.”

Rei sighed, but a spark of determination flitted across her eyes. “Go.”

Minako made her way towards the swords. “It’s me you want, not her. I did this to you, to her, it’s my fault.”

The swords stilled. Minako had the brief thought that maybe reason could work, maybe Kyubey had always lied about being able to talk down witches. But then the thing beneath the swords ripped itself up.

It dripped like water—no, too thick, like blood. Hunks of it stayed pinned beneath the blades, but it was doggish in shape, with navy goop instead of fur. Luminous yellow eyes bore down on Minako.

To Michiru’s credit, she did not flinch away.

Every drip hissed as it hit the water. Minako had a sinking feeling she would find out what sound it would make when it hit skin. “I’m sorry isn’t enough, I know. I should never have convinced you to do this. I should never have done it.”

One large paw shot out. Mina dodged and the whole thing fell into the water, only strings of liquid holding it to the main body.

“I can’t blame you for lashing out. I did the same thing.”

Michiru touched the fallen paw. It shrank down and disappeared. “I have become ruinous. I should have told you, but I didn’t want you to remember.”

The doggish shape whined. The swords turned upwards from the ground and pierced its underbelly. Dark goo poured down. The shape lashed out at them again, again. It struck Michiru. She fell with a bright white burn contorting her face. The beast turned on itself, contorting into painful shapes to bite its own flesh.

“Haruka,” Michiru breathed.

Two realizations hit Minako—one, that this really was still Haruka, two, that she had a plan. A stupid plan, maybe, but a plan. She turned back. Rei had an arrow drawn, aimed at the beast’s heart, Mako had her hammer ready to launch. “You will hold your fire until I say, or until I am dead.” She looked to Michiru. “You will make sure they do.”

“I will do more than that.”

You’ll kill me yourself if Haruka dies again. But it didn’t matter. Maybe it would even be enough to keep Michiru alive if she failed.

Minako walked forward. She was not a magical girl. She’d spent her soul and become a witch. By rights, she should not exist.

Kyubey had said they’d all made their wishes.

But maybe, just maybe, there had been a but on the end of it. If no one asked, he’d never say.

She gripped the hilt of one of the swords. “I wish to find Haruka, whole and alive.” She pulled it out of the dripping belly. Dark liquid came with it, splashing and burning her skin. “I wish to find Haruka, whole and alive.” Another sword, more burns.

“I wish.”

Her arms were covered in blisters and angry red welts.

“I wish.”

Tears stung at her eyes, every splash and splatter stung at her cheeks, her neck.

“I wish.”

Her strength began to fail, a sword came out and swung into her leg.

“I wish.”

The world narrowed to this pain.

“I wish!”

And Kyubey heard.

She felt her soul separate and condense into a gem. She transformed, not into her old costume but into something like her school uniform, how Haruka had known and liked her best. The dog’s legs gave out, Minako dug into the dark liquid as it crashed down on her.

Her hands found Haruka, warm and safe and alive. The witch world faded. Minako cried into her shoulder.

“I’m so, so sorry.”

Haruka held her tightly. “Do you know what my wish was?”

Mina could only shake her head.

“I wished we’d both get through this alive. And you made it come true.” Her grip tightened. “I’m so sorry I doubted you.”

They sobbed into each other for a long while, from relief, from grief, from guilt. Finally, Minako’s eyes met Michiru’s. There was, likely, more grief yet to be had. She prayed it could wait. An hour, a day, just some separation between tragedies.

“Well,” Mako said gently. “I think we all could use some cake.”

They walked off all together. Haruka held Mina’s right hand, and, to Mina’s great surprise, Rei took her left. Minako felt a warmth much quieter than their usual fire. On the other side, Michiru let Haruka link her arm through hers, careful to keep her jacket covering her skin. Mako flanked Rei. She lacked her usual smile but was somehow still reassuring; she would keep them from despair.

Whatever would happen later, in that moment Mina felt sure that they could keep making it through.