paksenarrion-reader replied to your post “[[MOR] rrrr. i’m annoyed at myself for still trying to impress her…”
been there, it sucks, hugging you
Thanks Reader ❤ It isn’t so bad, it’s mostly just me @ myself like “YOU SAID YOU WOULDN’T DO THIS,” though I should give myself some leniency time since I was expecting an answer with less up for interpretation. (I also can’t really blame her for being vague, because I was hardly direct.)BUT ON A BRIGHTER NOTE, this is a cool opportunity because it’s my first time really exploring my attraction to women? I am PAINFULLY monogamous in that usually if I have a crush, I don’t even think about other women (and okay the guilt complex played into that tons, it was easier to accept being attracted to a girl if I knew her and really liked her because that felt less gros). But now I’m having fun noticing attractive women everywhere and hopefully I’ll make it out to a lesbian bar again soon and see what can happen there and also I’m thinking of seeing if the girl I’ve been chatting with a little on Tinder might want to grab coffee, and it’s so cool to be open to these things!
SittingOverHereDreaming 