rrrr. i’m annoyed at myself for still trying to impress her
also annoyed that it worked
I mean I didn’t dress FOR her but as soon as I realized I looked good I hoped she’d notice and she DID and commented and it’s dumb because I don’t even like, ~want to change her mind~ it’s just 50% being REALLY HAPPY with any sort of attention from her and 50% trying to get a real read on what she actually meant (even though compliments are a TERRIBLE thing to try and read from) (my secret hope is that she’ll CLARIFY, just like “hey i realize i made it sound kind of open last time, but I meant i def just want to be your friend” or something. trying my best not to entertain thoughts about the flip possibility, though it isn’t quite working)
SittingOverHereDreaming 