My wife talks big talk about hating matzo so I was worried about buying a big box for our little Passover, but now they’re lying in bed eating it and i regret not buying an even bigger box
Author: sittingoverheredreaming
I’m drunk off my ass from 1.5 chocolate martinis and I just want to say I love you all so much, you are the greatest
Rebellion theory: It ends in a labyrinth
I feel there’s an unspoken rule about Madoka– we don’t talk about Rebellion Story. But, rewatching it recently, I want to talk about a theory I have.
In the end, Homura pulls Madoka from godhood and rewrites the world to be the way she wants it to be.
Except… does she?
There are hints throughout the ending to suggest otherwise, but the biggest tip off for me came in the post-credits scene:

The sky isn’t real. The moon should block out the stars on its dark side, and the clouds should be in front of it, not behind it. We get a lot of shots of the false moon in this sequence. Why? To alert us that something’s off. This isn’t the real world.
Homura knows this. In her brief confrontation with Sayaka, she delivers this line:

It’s the same language used for witches’ labyrinths, and for the world created in the isolation field. Homura did not care to rewrite the universe, she merely wanted a world where she can have Madoka, and Madoka can be “happy” as a normal girl. And her desire is so singular that that world does not have to be the real world. It only needs to be the real Madoka.
The intensity of focus is something the series has suggested for witches– the worlds they create are usually focused on their wishes– Sayaka’s is very music based, Charlotte/Nagisa’s has much to do with cake. Witches, it seems, are consumed by what they most desired, the root of their despair. Homura, of course, wished to save Madoka, and so when she becomes a witch, she can only care about having Madoka.
But she is more than a witch. Her soul gem never becomes a grief seed. The Incubator’s experiments put her in an interesting position:



While in the isolation field, she is essentially in limbo. Her soul gem cannot break, she retains more of her full self than I believe witches normally do. She can feel joy, she can make choices beyond her own desires. Which is why she is able to choose to sacrifice herself to let Madoka become her true self once again.
However, once the isolation field is broken, she is no longer contained. When Madoka comes to her, Homura begins her true witch transformation, her soul gem bursting forth with energy:


She shouldn’t be able to become a witch because of Madoka’s wish, and yet her soul gem has been pushed so far beyond its limits that she must become a witch. And because it was her wish that eventually led to Madoka becoming the law of the cycle, this allows Homura to break her, undoing the good Homura’s wish caused.

However, Homura should not have the power to undo Madoka’s wish– and later, we see she was not fully successful, as Madoka is still connected to her full self, even with Homura suppressing her memories. What, then, allows Homura to become something even more extreme than a witch?
When she breaks Madoka from the Law of the Cycle, she absorbs that power (symbolized by the pink thread) into her soul gem as it finally, fully breaks.




It is Madoka’s power that keeps the soul gem from becoming a grief seed. It becomes something new, and so does Homura:


She calls herself a demon, to contrast Madoka’s godhood, the way witches contrast magical girls. And as witches are born from magical girls, so too was she born from Madoka’s power.
Kyuubey gives a lot of commentary here, at least some of which I believe is purposeful misdirection. He claims Homura is rewriting the laws of the universe, which is true– by containing the Law of the Cycle, she has brought a new world order. However, he also says it’s clearly too dangerous to work with humans anymore, which happens to be what Homura would most want to hear. She believes she’s in control now.

But that doesn’t hold up to what we know about the incubators. They do not understand irrationality, but neither do they fear it. They are determined to understand and manipulate everything to fight off entropy. And what has been their goal throughout the movie?


While Homura has Madoka captive, the incubators have exactly what they want. Magical Girls can once again become witches. The Law of the Cycle cannot reach them. By manipulating Homaru into believing she has finally beat them, they insure that she will continue to fight to keep Madoka in her labyrinth.
The post-credits scene shows Homura dancing over their tattered body, but there are several things to note that suggest that she is not victorious over them. We’ve never seen Kyuubey remain tattered, even when he’s stuck in a labyrinth. He went through the entire fight with Homura without ruffling his fur. Furthermore, there’s the imagery of the chair.

We’ve seen it before to suggest unreality:


And like Madoka, Homura exits the scene with a fall.

Just like her grasp on Madoka was not real in the isolation world, neither is her triumph over Kyuubey. The film ends on him, zooming in on his eye before telling us it is the end:

Interestingly, his eye is fuzzy– a contrast to the unwavering stare he is otherwise always depicted with. This Kyuubey may not even be real, a mere illusion that is part of Homura’s perfect labyrinth world.
The real incubators, though? They have triumphed. Homura is trapped in her own labyrinth, and so is Madoka. They have free reign to collect energy in whatever way they find most efficient.
It would feel very conspiracy-theorist to say health insurance plans are purposefully inept, but the sheer ubiquity of their incompetence has me like. They could hardly do worse if it were on purpose
Side note, I discovered the magic of going to the gym and just walking on the treadmill or an hour or so(which I totally recommend, I tend to get really unhealthy attitudes about working out but also get really depressed if I don’t have movement) and I’m open to recommendations of things I can watch while I do that! I’d love to maybe specifically try a new anime if any of y’all have any you like (preferably that are on Netflix or Hulu), because they tend to make me feel energetic ahaha
I rewatched Rebellion over the last two days at the gym and it’s not nearly as bad as I remember. I don’t think it’s the best story they could have told but I don’t think it’s as OOC for Homura as I did when I first watched however many years ago
You know, I’m kind of just spitballing, but if you wanted to go beyond “this balances group shots/group songs,” Chibs could slot into the outer team pretty well, not just because she has two (2) friends and they are both there, but because they all kind of have the common thread of not quite being the senshi they should be. There isn’t supposed to be an outers team at all, Saturn is supposed to exist briefly to be the world’s panic button and Pluto is supposed to primarily guard the time door, and while we’re less clear on Uranus and Neptune, I think at best they’re supposed to team up for big missions and otherwise patrol for threats alone. But this isn’t the Silver Millennium and they’ve carved a new path.
And Chibs, I feel, is supposed to be another Serenity but despite the name she’s too much her own person. She’s pragmatic and cynical at times and she’ll never be the chosen child of the Crystal the way her mother is.
And pair that with the fact that, like the outers, she’s often been dealt the harder hands, I think she’d be drawn to work with them
One of the fun things about the ASOUE adaptation coming out now is that there are things I thought were quirky Snicket inventions as a kid that I now know are barely embellishments of the real world
Like, Hal’s filing system of only glancing at files to classify them seemed absurd at age 11 but now my literal job is to enter basic data from medical records by reading as little of the file as possible to get what I need. I am Hal now.
I’m watching the old myus and it gives me an appreciation for the starlights. The anime didn’t give them that much charisma at all. Also it’s pretty fun how myus fuck with canon I wish we’d see more of that.
Ahhh I love the old myus so much for how much fun they have and how little they worried about sticking too closely to canon.
And I feel like the Starlights work best in musicals, both because the musicals aren’t afraid to have fun with them (and poke fun at them), and because I think the musicals have the best balance of not padding out things without being too streamlined. There’s room for distrust and conflict without it completely steamrolling their good traits and their tragedy. I also, personally, think Kakyuu was handled better in Eien Densetsu than in anything else, and it’s amazing how much more that sells the Starlights for me. (And I say that having liked them in the anime too. I think I buy into things the narrative wants me to pretty easily, and the things I already liked were just done better in the myus.)
I hope if the new myus continue, they get into some of the same canon-irreverent territory the old ones lived in. I’d love to see more original stories, or just more twists on the ones we have. I mean, even if it was just more villain- shuffling like in ED and SDK I’d love to see it.

My wife: I feel like if they have the cats they should have the lesbians
Me: oh if only