- Repentance is hard
- It’s harder still when all your reasons for taking up chaos are still there
- She still feels she deserves more than all that she is, still rages against the constraints of the world
- But she returns to her planet, her first planet, destroyed as it is,and has a chance to build it anew
- the survivors are few, and all distrustful, but they’ll allow her to work
- she returns to the dirt she rose from, planting seeds, still seething hatred that all she’s done and she’s still ended up right back here
- but then, weeks and weeks later, the first little sprout of a tree comes up from her seeds, and she feels something
- it is not joy, or contentment, just simple growth and possibility. She can rise in a new way this time
- Perhaps she can find her way to true justice, what she’s sought all along, her purpose that’s greater than the dirt she was born into
- Perhaps it means she hasn’t repented at all, but she will try for a better world
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