This is certainly not the news I wanted to bring to anyone. I just received word that Xenia’s body was found. I don’t have any other details, save that it wasn’t a crime. Given everything, I believe suicide is most likely.
This is obviously devastating to her family. Hell, it’s pretty fucking upsetting to us. I don’t have any clever words. I’ve been expecting this result since I first heard from her brother, though obviously you hold out some small measure of hope until hope runs out.
This is a tremendous loss for us. What do you say to ease that? I wouldn’t even know where to begin. I’d ask only that we all treat each other with kindness and understanding. Everyone will have to grieve and process in their own way, Some may want to talk. Some may never want to say a word. Anger, sadness, and everything in between is valid.
If you’re feeling particularly struck by this, please seek out help. We don’t need to lose anyone else. And love each other. There can never be too much of that in the world.
I will miss you, Snumple. I will miss you so much.