GUYS the girl is flying back today! I’ll probs message her tomorrow but I’m so NERVOUS. What if she’s forgotten about me? Or what if now that the trip is over, THINGS START HAPPENING?? What if they don’t?? 

Also whenever I first see her is gonna be almost overwhelming because my brain kind of… puts people I don’t see for a while into the abstract. Her being here and real is going to hit me stronger than usual because all the ways she’s wonderful seem almost unreal anyway.